something he blabbers...!!!!!

wats the purpose of ur existence in this world ?...
think for the next 5 min...do think carefully and come up with answers..it should be honest and down from the bottom of ur heart...
I asked the same question,while I was delivering some self revelation talks,an engineering guy stood up with a serious face ,we were expecting something bold and fresh answer from him,to our astonishment he said "to save the world".....well un doubtfully that made us laugh,but that was so innocent reply-that made us think.

why should we live,wats the purpose of our existence ?

They say to get a gram of gold u have to dust out tons of dirt's.Now there are 3 possible categories of people- first people don't recognize that there is gold beneath the dirt,second few people attempt to clear off the dirt-but leave off in the middle of the process hmmm may be due to laziness ...could be.The third category of people completly dust out...but they start searching for where is the gold.

The thing we need to understand from the above is gold always existed,whether u recognise it or not it always existed,situations dont make man but just reveals who he is,the ego called "he/she" has always been there...only situations reaveal wat exactly he is to that moment-similar to dusting off activity to reveal -sometimes gold but most of the times we get only tin and lead.

we people actually live in a world of happiness,the thing is we have drawn concentric circles around us in the form of ego and its byproducts,which prevents us from understanding why we are here.happiness has always been with us.

so wat exactly is happiness am talking about here ?
have u ever dated or atleast went alone with ur boy or girl friend...the person u always wanted to be with if u havent -ok then just imagine.those seconds ull never want to erase from ur memories,those seconds filled with happiness.wait wait,how much time did u spend with him or her ?may be some 30 min or so.ull remember all those minutes with her...for u have been happy.Then wat happened ..she left, u carried those memories...so this happiness is very much transient and also it requires the assistance from a second person to feel the happiness-THAT HAS ALWAYS EXISTED WITHIN U.Now if u get a chance to feel that happyness not only for that 30 min but throughout ur entitre lifetime wat will u do-can u imagine that kind of existence always happy each and every second-then thats called BLISS,the all mighty has given us a chance to feel this bliss,but we fail to recognise this fact,and start drawing cicles around us.

The first thing we need to understand-happiness don exist somewhere outside,it has always existed within us,the thing is we have failed to recognise its existence by drawing circles dumping it with dirts wat we collect from our experiences.happiness exist in 2 levels one wat we can recognise within us and other dimension of happiness wat exists outside-which is a very broad spectrum-complete bliss-the aim of life.

..so the purpose of ur existence is to dust off ?in the form of experiences ?,well thats 50% right,the next 50% is to gradually loose ur hold on the gold wat u got after so much of hard work,now u are free,a state called bliss will prevail--ull find urself melting in the happiness that exists around u.Smile won be there -ull become very much consious-smile is just an instrument for expressing that ur happy...u will fail to use that instrument ...for ull loose everything and start enjoying ur existence for the first time....

wen u attain this state ....well i don have much to say after this...ull come to know everything.

ma first love letter...

hi,
can i have ur next 5 min ...thank u..

i don know how to start,but i hav to start...somehow..
I think am in love with U...wait wait wait.....
don stare at me,if "love"is the name wat am having on u is called -then I think am in "love" with u ...

I know am not the person who fits perfectly into ur dreams,am aint beautiful-as u expect,am aint charismatic as u want ,but one thing for sure
nobody in this world would be able to LOVE u as much i do.
actually i want u to say a BIG NO to me.I never belived in the fact that-wedlock is the fullstop point for LOVE its just a comma.

i know wat i have on u is true love ....
thats y even wen i know the answer from ull be negative -still am proposing to u.This proposal is something diffrent-for wat i want from u is a 2 letterword-NO.
U find ur man-whoom u think will suit u,whoom u consider to be beautiful,whoom u consider to be everything -ull be happy with.
All i ask from god is a 2 second more lifetime than urs,i don want to leave U just like that-will be always there for u...WAITING for u.
somewhere,in this world -just be sure that a soul will be always thinking abt u-always caring for u.


thanks for sparing ur valuable 5 min..
expecting a negative reply...

DON MAKE ME THINK. !!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm ..... this time am gonna tell u a real life incident,who else am the HERO of this action story...(sorry girls-no heroine required..one man show..better luck next time)

today i woke up by morning 5.30,pushed by the previous days oath-that "i will jog in the morning",gave a try for the same-but returned with a small success.later by 8 in the morning-to keep up ma promise for saving a child's life went to a famous hospital- for blood donation

u know something blood donation is a very good thing,but i didn't expect that all together the people over there will take 450ml of blood, i got ma energy level lowered to the bottom..still am confusing whether this thing really happened or just ma belief(mana brandhi....) ???

Then i shuttled to college,attended a boring class ,got into a wrong bus ...got down at the wrong stopping (u know ....BY THE POWER OF 30RS BUS TICKET...)all these things happened in chain-u know like a sequence,here comes the important part, i hav a noble habit of stopping at panipoori stalls wherever available and giv a try for it ,now the same thing happened -while i was eating the panipoori i missed the bus- that i had to board.nevermind i still had that ticket,then I went to a nearby stop where a miracle happened....

i waited ..waited ....waited ...waited ...but didnt get any bus ,even when the bus came it didnt stop at the stopping,i really got pissed off,then came a bus -a sigh of relief...it was moving slowly,by the time I was trying to catch the bus by running,ma foot got slipped(remember BOYs film..)and the bus dragged me till the stopping ...FLIP of a second-only 2 things had equal probability
1)first one-well ma photo hanging in the wall,
2)second-that's Wat happened-that's y Ur able to read Wat am telling u now

back tyre of the bus could hav passed straight OVER me....but that didn't happen.,i saw both the things- one second by the side of death and another second by the side of ma life, u know Wat the first thought i got on that very precious second --the second which pushed me back to life.....

1)Am still alive, why should i live ?
2)for whom should i live.... ??

only a few people in this world understood crucification of Jesus in the way its supposed to be, son of god,a prophet,but he didn't stop the things that happened to him.A sleeping person could be woke up easily, wat about a person who is in a deep slumber sleep ??,something shocking-a event that should shake his heart and feelings...together.thats what Jesus did to his people to wake them up...to realise who is god..

A similar thing happened to me today,i was really shook by that incident-only a flip of second-left me with 2 options either i die or be alive.The very second i confirmed that am alive-3 people came before ma eyes my parents and another important person (he hehe),i didn't care about who saw me-(bcos the entire people crowd was watching me),who talked abt me...really u know,those questions really shook me apart,I don know Wat happened but I was internally enjoying and I started smiling.A paradigm shift i should say...

as Steve jobs said-"u can connect the knots only from the back"...u don know y things r happening ..but only in the distant part of the future u can come to understand "WAT EVER HAS HAPPENED -HAS HAPPENED FOR Ur GOOD".Things that happen hav already been written and it happens in a very logical and sequential pattern(chaos theory)- everything from mor 5.30 till eve 7.30 ,everything happened in a seqential manner.

now u try to answer this question......

1)why should U(i mean u) live in this world-wats ur purpose of existence ???
2)If u think U deserve to live then comes the next question,for whoom should U live....??

take ur own time,think think think....
cheers....

what to name ?....part2

"purana thiliirunthu puranathai eduthal enjuvathum puranamey....."
-upanishad

......... Those who were born in this world,could be human,dog,pig,plant,cat....whatever ...whatever it might be...they share a common thing -LOVE-the evidence for u being a creature created by god.....i know a person who has just discovered that he too belongs to this world(now pause for a min and think abt this-whether u belong to this world or not ?),just by simply understanding the fact...he has the so called element LOVE-somewhere in a remote place in his heart.

....u ....S... i mean its U....do u know wats the diffrence between LUST and LOVE ?,well if u havent come across any such stuff unitill now....just say a thank to god.lust is something that arises out of ur animal instinct,love is something that arises out of ur divine part,the problem with us is we show our love only to our opposite sex-in most of the cases and fail to understand the demarcation between love and lust-it is only then u hav to be shameful for u were born as an animal and die as animal...may be u can call urself a social animal !!!!...

i would like to quote wat ramalinga vallalar has said "vaadiya payirai kanda pozhuthellam vaadinen "...now can u think wat cld made him to feel so for a plant,its pure LOVE-love that arises out on our fellow creatures,he didnt expect anything from that plant-perhaps he couldnt,a love thats formed to satisfy mutual needs won be called as a love-it becomes a contract !!.a contract can never be love-do u understand.

Its not like am totally against the so called love(lust)-to satisfy a mans and womens need-but am just asking u to understand wat love really means and is supposed to be.Each and every organism born in this world have a very prime duty-that is giving a offspring of its own kind to this world-thats the respect u show to ur bodily form -with which u have come to this world,its a very important thing not to be denied indeed.

can u meassure love -in a man and womens realtionship ?. s ,u can find real love starts only after the needs of the body comes to a saturation(atleast in most of the cases),then there exists pure love.Do u think u need to really love a man/women ?sure sure ...u hav to lov....wat am asking is don just fix ur boundaries within man/women,love everything..i mean everything...in this world-a love without any expectation.

lov is the only thing-an inbuilt one-with which u were born in this world-ur mom recognised it -thats y u call her mom,ur dad recognised it thats y u call him dad.Did ur mom expect anything from u -while u were born ?did she feed u with any expectation.....s she had one --she always wanted u to smile lead a joyful life.Thats wat we call as pure love-a love thats being felt even after bearing lots of pain for u(just pause for a moment and think abt ur mom NOW)
finally to end up this post ,let me quote wat mother teressa had said

"dont judge people,if u start judging people u won find time to love them "