DON MAKE ME THINK. !!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm ..... this time am gonna tell u a real life incident,who else am the HERO of this action story...(sorry girls-no heroine required..one man show..better luck next time)

today i woke up by morning 5.30,pushed by the previous days oath-that "i will jog in the morning",gave a try for the same-but returned with a small success.later by 8 in the morning-to keep up ma promise for saving a child's life went to a famous hospital- for blood donation

u know something blood donation is a very good thing,but i didn't expect that all together the people over there will take 450ml of blood, i got ma energy level lowered to the bottom..still am confusing whether this thing really happened or just ma belief(mana brandhi....) ???

Then i shuttled to college,attended a boring class ,got into a wrong bus ...got down at the wrong stopping (u know ....BY THE POWER OF 30RS BUS TICKET...)all these things happened in chain-u know like a sequence,here comes the important part, i hav a noble habit of stopping at panipoori stalls wherever available and giv a try for it ,now the same thing happened -while i was eating the panipoori i missed the bus- that i had to board.nevermind i still had that ticket,then I went to a nearby stop where a miracle happened....

i waited ..waited ....waited ...waited ...but didnt get any bus ,even when the bus came it didnt stop at the stopping,i really got pissed off,then came a bus -a sigh of relief...it was moving slowly,by the time I was trying to catch the bus by running,ma foot got slipped(remember BOYs film..)and the bus dragged me till the stopping ...FLIP of a second-only 2 things had equal probability
1)first one-well ma photo hanging in the wall,
2)second-that's Wat happened-that's y Ur able to read Wat am telling u now

back tyre of the bus could hav passed straight OVER me....but that didn't happen.,i saw both the things- one second by the side of death and another second by the side of ma life, u know Wat the first thought i got on that very precious second --the second which pushed me back to life.....

1)Am still alive, why should i live ?
2)for whom should i live.... ??

only a few people in this world understood crucification of Jesus in the way its supposed to be, son of god,a prophet,but he didn't stop the things that happened to him.A sleeping person could be woke up easily, wat about a person who is in a deep slumber sleep ??,something shocking-a event that should shake his heart and feelings...together.thats what Jesus did to his people to wake them up...to realise who is god..

A similar thing happened to me today,i was really shook by that incident-only a flip of second-left me with 2 options either i die or be alive.The very second i confirmed that am alive-3 people came before ma eyes my parents and another important person (he hehe),i didn't care about who saw me-(bcos the entire people crowd was watching me),who talked abt me...really u know,those questions really shook me apart,I don know Wat happened but I was internally enjoying and I started smiling.A paradigm shift i should say...

as Steve jobs said-"u can connect the knots only from the back"...u don know y things r happening ..but only in the distant part of the future u can come to understand "WAT EVER HAS HAPPENED -HAS HAPPENED FOR Ur GOOD".Things that happen hav already been written and it happens in a very logical and sequential pattern(chaos theory)- everything from mor 5.30 till eve 7.30 ,everything happened in a seqential manner.

now u try to answer this question......

1)why should U(i mean u) live in this world-wats ur purpose of existence ???
2)If u think U deserve to live then comes the next question,for whoom should U live....??

take ur own time,think think think....
cheers....